Hm. Well, things actually went good with Adam today. He ended up sitting next to me, and we were talking lightly. I knew I had to say something about what Jess did. But I was scared. So I sat there for a while, and then I did it.
"Hey Adam, I honestly didn't ask Jess to send that email!"
"Oh...How'd you know about that?" "Uh...She only just told me last night..."
And he kind of faded off. But then, after that, it was easy, you now, no tensness. He went back to normal. If not slightly nicer, like how he was a few days ago, when we were kind of..peaceful and happy. I was surprised how easy it was to do that, actually. Because it was admitting to both him and myself that I still quite like him. But once I started, it was just so easy to do. It's kind of like scary Orals. You get all worked up and spastic..And then it's like. "Oh, it's over"..By Orals I mean Oral Presentations..That still sound kind of sexual. In school. Oral Presentation, you know what I mean.
I can't believe that yarn is too thin!? I got the gauge eventually on 6.5mm needles..I think. Or maybe it was still 4 1/2 stitches and inch. I can't remember. But, my god! I feel ripped off. And I can't return it. I've opened a skein and been mangling it. I lurve the colour, too. I want to use it for something. If only..Hum. I'm going to have to just.. I was considering doing the bigger size. But it's still not quite big enough on the gauge that I like. I spose it is a jacket, though. I'll do some more maths tonight.
No actual progress on anything, really. Knit-wise or in life.
Still stuck with Axel/Adam. I thought I had decided. But I haven't. This always happens. I don't really want to make a choice now. Well, either way, it doesn't matter because I don't think either of them feel the same way about me. OOhh Well. I was just proud that I confronted somethign today, without actually being confrontational.
Heey. I got some new earings. From Le Cheap. Yes, that's really what the shop is called. Their little emblem thing is a bird. Get it, cheep-chEAp? I love them, they're green and shiny and when I wear them and move I can hear them. Whee! I obviously haven't bought earings in a long time. Wow, I just wrote "needles" instead of "earings".. Either way the sentence would be true.
I'm a shoe/earing harlot.
Oh yes. I've been reduced to eating sugar. Heated up in teh microwave.